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I'm eating a bagel with soy cheese, soy better than cream cheese, and drinking soy milk. I am so totally hardcore.
I'm sick of sitting around doing nothing on the weekends. ugh. but I still got a week to go till I can hang out with ina. and... I would call some of my other friends... but I dunno, it's just kind of weird, they're not good enough friends to just randomly call, ya know? especially after being in oregon for two months. like christine, I would call her but... I don't know... I don't even think I wanna get involved with the goof troop anymore, really. I'm just... confused. whatever.
I'm really hating my life right now.
I'm hoping it will get better soon. really, really hoping.
I need to take some mushrooms. fuck. I'm completely losing myself. completely. and it's horrible.
I'm sick of sitting around doing nothing on the weekends. ugh. but I still got a week to go till I can hang out with ina. and... I would call some of my other friends... but I dunno, it's just kind of weird, they're not good enough friends to just randomly call, ya know? especially after being in oregon for two months. like christine, I would call her but... I don't know... I don't even think I wanna get involved with the goof troop anymore, really. I'm just... confused. whatever.
I'm really hating my life right now.
I'm hoping it will get better soon. really, really hoping.
I need to take some mushrooms. fuck. I'm completely losing myself. completely. and it's horrible.