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we went to kuau today and fawn was down there... and she said there's a party at hookipa tonight and she's going. of course my mom said I couldn't go. it really fucking pisses me off that she tries to control me like that. I'm just not used to it... with my dad he trusts me and we had this thing going on where he treats me like a human being instead of a seven year old kid and I can do what I want and instead of him telling me what to do, he GIVES ME ADVICE. and it was sooo great. but now I'm back here and my mom has this whole power trip bullshit going on.
so my mom says I can go, just not with fawn because fawn's "been known to drink and get stoned." yeah, SO WHAT?! and she said if people see me there with her they'll think I'm like her and I'll get a bad reputation. okay, FIRST OFF, I don't fucking GIVE a fuck what people think of me, I don't fucking CARE about my reputation whatsoever. and second, if she wasn't so stupid and niave and uptight she'd realize I have the exact same reputation as fawn does. YES, I drink. YES, I smoke. WHY IS IT SUCH A FUCKING BIG DEAL?!?
blah. so anyway, she says I can go, just not with fawn, and that she would take me. and STAY THERE. like, sitting in the parking lot or something. ugh. like I'm gonna go with her to a party. she'd be sitting in the parking lot and people would be wandering around smoking and drinking and she would FREAK OUT and come get me and we'd go home. she's just so stupid.
I LOVE hookipa parties, too. blah. they're fun. it's just that whole group of people, the surfing crowd... they're sooo fun. and robbie would probably be there. blah. we drove through at around eight cause she said I could hang out there for a while (I told her that parties don't start till 10 and she was shocked.... jeez) and there was like 3 people just sitting in the pavils and one of them was scott! blah, he's leaving for college soon, it would have been fun to hang out with him before he left.
so yeah. siiiigh. I wanna go but whatever. I'm kinda over it already. it just... sucks. she she's so... stupid. yeah.
anyway...
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so my mom says I can go, just not with fawn because fawn's "been known to drink and get stoned." yeah, SO WHAT?! and she said if people see me there with her they'll think I'm like her and I'll get a bad reputation. okay, FIRST OFF, I don't fucking GIVE a fuck what people think of me, I don't fucking CARE about my reputation whatsoever. and second, if she wasn't so stupid and niave and uptight she'd realize I have the exact same reputation as fawn does. YES, I drink. YES, I smoke. WHY IS IT SUCH A FUCKING BIG DEAL?!?
blah. so anyway, she says I can go, just not with fawn, and that she would take me. and STAY THERE. like, sitting in the parking lot or something. ugh. like I'm gonna go with her to a party. she'd be sitting in the parking lot and people would be wandering around smoking and drinking and she would FREAK OUT and come get me and we'd go home. she's just so stupid.
I LOVE hookipa parties, too. blah. they're fun. it's just that whole group of people, the surfing crowd... they're sooo fun. and robbie would probably be there. blah. we drove through at around eight cause she said I could hang out there for a while (I told her that parties don't start till 10 and she was shocked.... jeez) and there was like 3 people just sitting in the pavils and one of them was scott! blah, he's leaving for college soon, it would have been fun to hang out with him before he left.
so yeah. siiiigh. I wanna go but whatever. I'm kinda over it already. it just... sucks. she she's so... stupid. yeah.
anyway...
Rednecks
Circle I Limbo
Old Perverts
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind
Stupid Teenagers
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow
Bad Parents
Circle IV Rolling Weights
Ignorant People
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled
River Styx
Greedy People
Circle VI Buried for Eternity
River Phlegyas
Republicans
Circle VII Burning Sands
George Bush
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement
Homophobic People
Circle IX Frozen in Ice
Design your own hell