Oct 29, 2005 10:52
so I really don't even know why I have this thing anymore. I mean I basically never update it and even if I did I'm never on line for anyone to look at it. 1. because I don't really have a computer and 2. because I'm never home to be on it. My basic week is a little something like this Monday-Wednesday..School, Chads, Cheer, Tumbling, Sleep, Thursday I used to have games but now that I don't I'm just with Chad all day and the weekends there's usually a little time with friends, lots of time with the boyfriend, usually a movie or dinner somewhere in there and sundays usually means a trip to Chaddy's Daddy's. Lately there's just been a little too much drama in Fraser for me, some I'm involved in, some that I'm not and some that I find an unnecessary way or reason to get involved in it.
Familiy shit is becoming unbearable, with my aunt dying, grandpa loosing his job and aunt loosing the car. I'm not looking for a pity party or anything just putting it out there to be known. And some people are really beginning to get on my nerves. Like people who constantly bitch about me smoking or bitch about people doing drugs and how bad it is and how pointless it is and then they go do it and expect everyone to just be like yeah okay, I mean whatever it's your life do what you want with it but don't bitch about what I do and then go do the same thing. Shit with the boyfriend has been alright for the most part other than the constant bullshit people decide to make up or, dismantle into something wrong, either way I'm in love with him and there isn't a thing in the world anyone could say to change that.
I love you so much babe:-*