argh >.
*sighs* I know I shouldn't be complaining...
I have a new car...
I have a job...
I have good grades...
I have friends...
I have money...
But I don't have the one thing I want! Fuck I just want love =/ It's not like I'm not THAT disgusting am I? I'm starting to think I am... *sighs* u_u I just wish I could find someone I can bond with... I mean it's great that I can find guys who like the same music as I or that are into other thigs I'm into but I can't find anyone that I feel like I can really open up too...
Why is it that no one wants to have a real relationship with me? Why is it always friends with benefits or fooling around? Why is it that MY feelings always get hurt. All I want is to have a guy that I can love and care for... really is that too much to ask!? *sighs* It hurts to see everyone around me has someone but me I'm alone. I try so fucking hard to make myself look better I try everything but nothing works. Am I really that annoying? *sighs* I hate how much I loathe myself...
Why can't I just find a guy who will love me as much as I love them...
I have a new car...
I have a job...
I have good grades...
I have friends...
I have money...
But I don't have the one thing I want! Fuck I just want love =/ It's not like I'm not THAT disgusting am I? I'm starting to think I am... *sighs* u_u I just wish I could find someone I can bond with... I mean it's great that I can find guys who like the same music as I or that are into other thigs I'm into but I can't find anyone that I feel like I can really open up too...
Why is it that no one wants to have a real relationship with me? Why is it always friends with benefits or fooling around? Why is it that MY feelings always get hurt. All I want is to have a guy that I can love and care for... really is that too much to ask!? *sighs* It hurts to see everyone around me has someone but me I'm alone. I try so fucking hard to make myself look better I try everything but nothing works. Am I really that annoying? *sighs* I hate how much I loathe myself...
Why can't I just find a guy who will love me as much as I love them...