Another exciting weekend comes to a close...
*smiles* I feel really happy right now, whether it be the three smirnoff's I've just had or the fact that I feel like people actually care about me. But yes moving on to my weekend! Let us begin:
1. Friday night I went with Ben to one of his band's show's. I was really blown away by how good they are, I had a wicked good time listening to music and hanging out with people, but yeah then when we went back to Ben's I was sick the rest of the night ;-;.... that wasn't fun... I felt really bad lol
2. Went to work ;-;.... *hates work* But I got out early which was nice!!! :D so then I went home and did some house work then went back over to Ben's O.o;; Are we seeing a trend? >.>;; But yeah hung out watched baseball, ate sushi, smoked some pot and drank some smirnoff and beer!! :D!! Twas grand even though I was told that I was rolling around whining about something >.>;;;
3. Woke up with a bit of a hangover but thats alright, called into work sick!!! I do that waaaay too much but thats okie I'm gonna find a new job sooon!! =) Then got up and decided to go see "Team America: World Police". It was alright I was a little let down though.... =/ I laughed a bunch though! Then after the movie Ben and I were driving back to his house and A Perfect Circle's "3 Libras" came on and suddenly I dunno things seemed really surreal... Just sitting there looking at the sun through the different colored leaves and hearing that song and just being there, I just felt suddenly really happy like things were finally okie... The only thing that went through my mind was "This is why I backed out in overdosing 3 years ago... this is why I put up with my parents... this is why I'm here". Just for that fucking moment I felt not hopeless not unwanted... That moment today was perfect, one doesn't get too many perfect moments but that was one of them. I felt so at peace with myself, for that one brief moment I was actually really happy with myself.
4. Okie!! Then we watched the end of the Patriots games and I decide that it's time for me to go home and have family time with my parents! So for a little while Dad and I watch some football, I tell him and Mom about my weekend and such. Then we discuss whats going to be made for dinner and Dad was like "We're having steak!" So I start whining because I'm not eating meat now and he gets mad and Mom tells him to shut up! O.o! Then Mum and I go to the grocery store and she gets me fake chicken burgers!!!! n.n! She even ate them with me!! =O!!! It was really nice that we could do that together... We also made home made ice cream!! Then Dad and I watched "Goodfellas" ((he couldn't believe I had never seen it >.>)), then watched "Kill Bill Vol. 2!". After Mom went to bed he let me drink a couple smirnoffs which was wicked shibby and now here I am, kinda buzzed and happy! I'm not looking foreward to this week though... I hate school weeks!
Well that was my weekend! :D!