Real Update.
its been a while my friend. for a real update that is. im doing pretty okay. christmas was great, i love having all my family together its one of the few times i feel "whole" inside. i missed my one aunt and her family tho! AUNT MARIAN I LOVE YOU! she is cool, the one aunt i can actually sit with and talk to with out being repremanded, and her actually listening to me. its cool. i got a alot of cool stuff. clothing, money, games, a book (will be explained) and penguin stuff. i got a penguin stuffed animal, and penguin pj pants, that if we have pajama day at our school i will wear! um what else, oh and i got a new phone. now about the (boook). its the atkins diet book, my aunt got it for me. at first i was upset being like "thanks..... thats real nice" but then i realized it was prolly one of the best gifts i recieved. i have been reading it, and it has really touched me in different ways. so after the new year, my goal with that is to lose AT LEAST 50-75 lbs. i have another new year goal too. its to be more ME im sick of being stupid when im around people that belittle me, or that im not friends with and think they are better than me. i always rant about how i hate "fake" people. im such a hypocrite. i am fake, 80% of the time, its really stupid. well anyway, this was my REAL UPDATE! hope you all enjoyed hearing from me, and im sorry for the lack of comment-age. but i have been really busy. thanks ttyl!!