i hope u dont, i hope u dont mind....
i have no clue y elton john just popped into my head right now...but i am sooo excited that im going homeon sunday theres just something lacking here and i dont know what it is...im actually thinking about transferring again! crazy right? idk i just dont feel like ive found my niche yet...well we will see next semseter cause we have to move dorms cause there supposedly tearing the one im in down, so i requested to be in the all girls dorm...so idk we will see but ive started the transferring process...i think i want to go back to FL but sometimes schools in NYC tickle my mind (i think i made up that expression) such as MMC or NYU but i like being close to my mommy, im such a mommy's girl, but if i go to a school in NYC then ill be close to my grandparents and a bunch of FWF peeps, and my program is good there too...idk what i want to do...and i know i havent updated in like forever its just b/c my laptop has passed on to the other side and i have to do all my work in the computer lab and something about updating my LJ in the computer lab feels weird, but i got over it today and im doing it :) so i have finals this week, well on thursday-sunday...who gets finals on the weekend how werid is that right? well hairspray opens here tomm...so im thinking of heading on down on tuesday and catching a matinee of it cause ive never seen it but i know all the music and i simply adore the movie...ps theres a role i def could play, i just need some singing lessons and im all up on that :)so i think that will help fly the time by be4 finals not like im gonna study or nething like that :) plus i wanna see if theres ne shoes i can pick up, seriously when did i turn in to a CARRIE? i obsess about shoes and purses constantly which i think will be most of my hanukah presents...im excited for winter break! yay! im excited for israel...i leave on the 26th and get back jan. 6th, so i got the itienary and let me tell u im think im gonna freeze were sleeping one night at a bedouin camp in tents and all were goign to teh dead sea (im sending everyone mud dont worry!) and were doing karaoke haha well i had to slip that in there cause im completely obssessed with karaoke, do u think im going to have to sing in hebrew casue umm thats not going to work, well ill compensate ill sing barbara streisand...haha...a little funny girl perhaps? but seriously israel is going to rock my socks its goign to be weird being there for new years though cause u know its not really there new years but w/e ill get to experience it :)i really miss a bunch of my FWF peeps...like tons and tons i havent seen ne1 from my bunk since summer of 2003...thats scary...plus i just miss joel and eric to the 10th degree and of course E.V. who i havent talked to in like ages!!! i just miss being around FWF ppl...well what r u goign to do, right? well its my bed time not really but i have to wake up early for a calculus review, which i NEED to go to to get my grade up in that class...love u sooo freaking much its probably sick, Nikki G (NOLA)