U kno...
BITCHES IS CRAZY!! i dunno how much more of this shyt i can take!! im losin it here and i dunno what 2 do... yet... i cant talk 2 anyone about it cuz i dont wanna! but i suppose i should... but i dont wanna!! lyfe is jus really crazy rite now... shyt... rite now?!?!? this shyt is alwayz crazy!! i talked 2 an old friend last nite... someone else who rejects me...and would prefer not 2 be my friend... i mean is there sumthin wrong with me?? so she tells me shez doin well... and that makes me smile... i jus want her 2 kno that ive grown a lot... and i really am ready 2 be the friend 2 her that i never thought i could be... i guess she thinks differently... but i did find out that ALL THIS TIME she has werked at the mall rite down the street from my house!! WHAT?!?!? visits will be paid... lol... well... the wife is... well... she is the estranged wife 4 the momement... i reall dont kno how long it will last or if shw will ever return... all i kno is that... i hate her... im back 2 seein my best friend a lot cuz we werk 2gether... so thatz cool... im crashin... lol... [inside joke between me and myself... LMAO! (... im so lonely...)] ... and i have 2 pay a shyt load of money 4 skewl in the fall... that aint comin from nowhere but werkin my ass off all summer... which means bein tired as shyt all summer! whatever!! i wish i could just rewind the clock... ALL THE WAY BACK 2 THE NIGHT I WAS CONCIEVED!! :( well... thatz all 4 now folks... byez...