Mar 27, 2010 14:28
i thought that having you back in my life would make things the same, but i was wrong. it'll never be the same. i know that you've done your wrongs and i've done mine too, but even though we keep coming back to the same place that we've been for the past couple of years, it just feels like there's nothing left to fix. it just feels as if it's already broken and there's nothing left that we can do. yeah you were my best friend, but now it's like even if i try to put back the pieces, it doesn't seem it'll ever be the same. i've learned to deal with that everyday, and i'm slowly getting use to it.
why do i keep letting you back in? why do i keep letting you take over my life?
because...i thought i wouldn't be able to live without you, i thought that you would change. but i was wrong. it can never be the same.
i guess i was just holding onto something that was already done and i didn't realize it til now. i guess i'm ready to let you go and say goodbye.
i'll always love you and you'll always be my best friend.
since`97♥
thanks for everything, thanks for putting up with my bullshit, thanks for always being there for me. thanks for being my best friend for the past 13 years. i'll surely miss you.