al0ne
welp, it's official. i'm staying in chorus. so cool. bad thing is, tara's in that class. god, why won't she get a clue? i don't like her!!!!! for some reason i couldn't act like i didn't know her. as much as i wanted to do it, i couldn't stifle my laughter, so i ignored her. hehe curtis and fluffy laughed like crazy, so of course i couldn't keep a straight face! so in chorus she wouldn't stop poking me, but i continued to ignore her. then she kept saying my name and poking me and asking why i wouldn't talk to her so i said "becooooz' i don't want to!" and she was like "what'd i do? bleh bleh! waah whiney-whiney!" so i told her i just didn't want to.
felt like shit all day, i came home, cried, and almost stabbed myself with my mom's butcher knife on the kitchen table. (great place to put that, ma.) my mom looked at me and was like "what's wrong? you gonna tell me what's wrong?" i blared my headphones and shook my head. threw myself on my bed, covered my body in blankets and cried. forgot about fluffy...she waited for me outside of school. she called me after school and told me jeremy told her i already left...i was like..hold it..how did he know??? he's stalking meeeeeeee! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! oh well, at least someone cares about me. my eyes hurt from crying...and to top it all off with a nice pretty bow, DSS is coming to my house to "check things out". mom expects me to be there and clean shit up. *scoffs* yeah, that'll happen! i left. i'm not staying around while these...people invade my home and ask stupid questions. i'm gone, and i'm staying here til' it closes. i don't care HOW cold it is at 8. pm. fuck it all. i'm just not gonna try with ANYONE anymore.
jeni g.
felt like shit all day, i came home, cried, and almost stabbed myself with my mom's butcher knife on the kitchen table. (great place to put that, ma.) my mom looked at me and was like "what's wrong? you gonna tell me what's wrong?" i blared my headphones and shook my head. threw myself on my bed, covered my body in blankets and cried. forgot about fluffy...she waited for me outside of school. she called me after school and told me jeremy told her i already left...i was like..hold it..how did he know??? he's stalking meeeeeeee! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! oh well, at least someone cares about me. my eyes hurt from crying...and to top it all off with a nice pretty bow, DSS is coming to my house to "check things out". mom expects me to be there and clean shit up. *scoffs* yeah, that'll happen! i left. i'm not staying around while these...people invade my home and ask stupid questions. i'm gone, and i'm staying here til' it closes. i don't care HOW cold it is at 8. pm. fuck it all. i'm just not gonna try with ANYONE anymore.
jeni g.