Feb 27, 2008 14:24
It's funny how upon talking to someone, it can completely change your opinion of that person..entirely. As well as alter the way you percieved the situation and that person & EVERYTHING.
I've learned two lessons today.
1) Don't judge someone before you've met them, or even talked to them.
2) Be a better person. I need to learn to distinguish what's right and what's wrong. I need to do what's best in the end for myself, whether or not it hurts me at the time. In the end I'll be thankful I did it.
I feel like a bad person, in a way.
I feel bad for her, i really do. I can't say I've grown to "like her" cause I've barely even talked to her, let alone met her. But I do feel bad for her. & I'm sorry I contributed in a way to the hurt she's feeling now. I really am. It just wasn't worth it. HE wasn't worth it.
I'm going to clean myself up from this situation. I'm wiping my hands clean after this. I'm putting this in my past & moving WAY on. I have so many great things in my life now, and I'm excited to see how things go with some of them. I just need to use this as a lesson learned, and I will. I'll never allow this to happen again.
I can't wait to go to Jamaica. ;]