rare of me to update----- my real life journal
A ringing embraces my ears.
The train passed moments ago.
My confidence passed hours ago.
I hate being placed in a tug-a-war state of mind like this.
Ring, ring, and this time it shakes my brain.
What have I grown to be?
What am I now?
To think I was once an inquiring, humble girl...
Now,I'm plagued with arrogance,
and hardly existing in this world.
And I'm hoping to find somebody, MYSELF.
All this independence is catching up to you,
and depending on others is the only thing keeping you sane.
Train, where have you gone?
Take me away.