this life has been no holiday, a complicated situation

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Alex is back! yay! I'm really happy to see him again. Also pretty angry that there has to be some big fight going on when he returns.... kinda makes for a sucky atmosphere to come back to. The whole thing just makes me mad. I pretty much know that I don't get over stuff easy at all, but I kinda have to for the sake of peace. the whole thing is just ridiculous anyways. it's christmas time, no one should be fighting, it should be all fun and happiness. it's supposed to be a break from all the stress of school, but here's all this other unneeded stress popping up. agggggggghhhh it makes me mad, but mostly i just wanted to rant about it. the important thing is that alex is back and i've missed him a lot and life here in hpz has gotten way more fun now that he's around again.

p.s. my ear hurts