two to none, roads that lead away from this

Sep 29, 2006 18:37

So somehow I've managed to barely go to class this week... Friday's class is cancelled so it looks like I'll be back home Thursday evening for another weekend. I could get used to this not being in South Carolina thing. I'm so ready to be out of here and doing pretty much anything that isn't architecture. I feel like I have a lot of options for next year... I could work, I could do school... if I do school I could go to UNCG or to State... if I do those I could do undergrad or grad, I could do a variety of majors... the list goes on and on.

(two to none, roads that lead away from this)

But basically, none of that matters all THAT much cause really I think that any of those choices would make me happier than I've been for the past few years. And really, I'm kinda not too insanely concerned with how much I'm gonna want to do a certain job later on down the road. I'm really just ready for a break.... ready to be happy and comfortable for a few years. Somehow, I feel like I've earned it.

(i'm following myself just this once)

I know that's bad planning skills and whatnot, but its the truth. I just want to go be happy for a couple years, and hopefully the future will figure itself out, I just need to figure out the next immediate step at some point.

(this could take all year)

It would just be nice to be back home or in Raleigh where I could spend more time with everyone, cause I'm so tired of feeling like the people who know me the best are the farthest away.

(cause i'm feeling like i might need to be near you)
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