sweeping the floor with my emotions
all i wanted to do today was kiss her. she looked so beautiful, but the few moments we exchanged conversation it was so weird. i don't know how to act. i fake my happiness, my security. someone asked "are you ok" "oh sure." and i'm thinking "fuck you. it's been a day. i not ok. but how should i act? if i act upset all the time more and more people'll ask 'what's wrong'" fuck this is hard. how do i do it?