The months the don't matter, it's the days I can't stand.
Check it: I went running. And it feels sooo good. No cramps or anything, and my pelvis doesn't hurt anymore at all! I haven't told anyone, but sometimes it still hurts. My breathing is good too. This makes me so happy!
Then I came home and my mom cooked again! It was soo good. Like, chicken alfredo and rolls and milk. Then I went to sleep for an hour or so.
So it's a good night. Until I start thinking.. and yeah. Then I remember no matter how many fake happy feelings I make myself feel I still feel.... sad. Dissappointed. But not tonight. No, these endorphins are making me smile, and I'll act elated 'coz I can. I need summer soooo freakin' badly.
AuroraStarlight4: i think i need your emo recovery plan.
Then I came home and my mom cooked again! It was soo good. Like, chicken alfredo and rolls and milk. Then I went to sleep for an hour or so.
So it's a good night. Until I start thinking.. and yeah. Then I remember no matter how many fake happy feelings I make myself feel I still feel.... sad. Dissappointed. But not tonight. No, these endorphins are making me smile, and I'll act elated 'coz I can. I need summer soooo freakin' badly.
AuroraStarlight4: i think i need your emo recovery plan.