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Havent been on LJ for 4 months. Life has changed. Some gains, some losses.
The most significant? My ah ma passed away, peacefully i hope. I didnt want my life to have any more regrets and i stayed watch in the hospital in her final days. I know it was about time.. The wait. So i went back to work. I didnt expect myself to breakdown when i got the news at work. I hid myself for half an hour. I thought i had prepared myself for her leaving. But i didnt cry much after that. She definitely has went to a better place.
Ah ma was nice.... She always has been. She probably sensed and knew cx and i wanted to watch mayday's 3D movie 追夢. We bought the premiere show tickets. She left us the day after we caught the movie. Thank you.
Weeks before she passed away, my cousin-in-law gave birth to a baby girl. That makes me an aunt now. So yes. My ah ma left being a great-grandmother. I think she must have been happy.... :) She is probably now enjoying her time with the ah gong i've never met, my colleague's ah ma who left her one day after my ah ma left. We realized they have many similiarities. They will be good friends. And of course, i think my yehyeh will play host to his daughter-in-law's mother. Happy life they have.
阿嬤﹐你一定要幸福快樂!
The most significant? My ah ma passed away, peacefully i hope. I didnt want my life to have any more regrets and i stayed watch in the hospital in her final days. I know it was about time.. The wait. So i went back to work. I didnt expect myself to breakdown when i got the news at work. I hid myself for half an hour. I thought i had prepared myself for her leaving. But i didnt cry much after that. She definitely has went to a better place.
Ah ma was nice.... She always has been. She probably sensed and knew cx and i wanted to watch mayday's 3D movie 追夢. We bought the premiere show tickets. She left us the day after we caught the movie. Thank you.
Weeks before she passed away, my cousin-in-law gave birth to a baby girl. That makes me an aunt now. So yes. My ah ma left being a great-grandmother. I think she must have been happy.... :) She is probably now enjoying her time with the ah gong i've never met, my colleague's ah ma who left her one day after my ah ma left. We realized they have many similiarities. They will be good friends. And of course, i think my yehyeh will play host to his daughter-in-law's mother. Happy life they have.
阿嬤﹐你一定要幸福快樂!