jinx me something crazy
I did absolutely nothing at all today. I just watched White Oleander on HBO.
It's been so long since I've done something usual. It makes me sad that I only hang out with Jillian and Bri when Court, Al, Kait, or Ben aren't around. Because they don't all get along. I love all of them to freakin death and it just bothers me that all my friends aren't all friends. I don't even think they all hate each other, it's just..two different groups. Completely different lives and such. Even though we were all on the same team. I'm not even saying it's anyone's fault, don't get me wrong, I'm just complaining. I relate with them on different levels, I suppose. I always feel like Jillio and Bri think I use them or something when the others aren't around. . I don't know. And I feel like Court and I are going to somewhat drift apart. I don't want to- we've been best friends for almost three years. But she's going to SVSU and running cross there, she's going to be living with three girls. . they're bound to grow close. I mean, I haven't seen Court since Sunday due to cc camp, and I miss her a lot, and I just don't want this year to go like this. I'm acting like we're a damn couple or something.
And I'm also acting too emo. I should protect this entry. But probably not
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: me
x. Saw you cry: court and al..because of my sore neck
x. Made you cry: person? hm. i'm pretty sure bryan
x. You shared a drink with: no idea.
x. You went to the movies with: court al and ben...harry potter
x. You went to the mall with: jillian, emily, jen, andy
x. Yelled at you: my mom
x. Sent you an email: sara
x. You kissed: bryan.
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: probably when i was 14 and thought i meant it or something
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: no, i love my cat
x. Been to California: No
x. Been to Hawaii: No
x. Been to Mexico: No
x. Been to China: No
x. Been to Canada: nooo
x. Danced naked: if in the shower counts. i have a problem with not being able to shower unless i have a cd going. overshare?
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: not that i recall
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: not especially
x. Had an imaginary friend: nope
x. Do you have a crush on someone: who doesn't
x. What book are you reading now: i'm not. i haven't made it to the library yet
x. Worst feeling in the world: not being able to trust someone anymore
x. Future son's name: i don't know. holden? conrad? (i always find the names in books most interesting)
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope
x. What's under your bed: absolutely nothing
x. Favorite sport to watch: gymnastics
x. Siblings:a janell, a sara, and a craig.
x. Location: Michigan
x. College plans: community...transfer...maybe be a vet
x. Piercings/tattoos: ears. that is all
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: nope
x. Do you drink: sometimes
x. Who is your best friend: Courtney, Jillian, Brianna, Alison, Kait, Jen, Ben at times
x. What are you most scared of: death. how very cliche
x. What clothes do you sleep in: underwear and whichever random shirt i find
x. Where do you want to get married: somewhere...matromonial
x. Who do you really hate: i don't really hate anyone
x. Been in Love: noooo
x. Do you drive: yes
x. Do you have a job: unfortunately
x. Do you like being around people: of course
x. Are you for world peace: i think it's unacheivable
STUFF
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: probably
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: must you even ask
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really..but kind of..
x. Want someone you don't have right now: its a possibility
x. Are you lonely right now: this instant? yeah. i miss everyone
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: cute without the e ..and ..the future freaks me out
x. Do you want to get married: yeah, i dont think i could stand not to
x. Do you want kids: yeah
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: anything but the kitchen. because we never have good food
x. Type(s) of music: emo, and rockish
x. Band(s): weezer, ok go, nfg, tbs, maroon 5, etc etc
x. Color: orange
x. Perfume or cologne?: i dont use either
x. Month: july.
x. Stone: the pink one on the ring im wearing
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: yeah..more than one slurpee...a cd, some food at one point
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: yes. im always listening to/singing with music
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: nah
x. Met someone new: no
x. Missed someone: a few people actually
x. Hugged someone: yeah
x. Kissed someone: no. rub it in why dont you
It's been so long since I've done something usual. It makes me sad that I only hang out with Jillian and Bri when Court, Al, Kait, or Ben aren't around. Because they don't all get along. I love all of them to freakin death and it just bothers me that all my friends aren't all friends. I don't even think they all hate each other, it's just..two different groups. Completely different lives and such. Even though we were all on the same team. I'm not even saying it's anyone's fault, don't get me wrong, I'm just complaining. I relate with them on different levels, I suppose. I always feel like Jillio and Bri think I use them or something when the others aren't around. . I don't know. And I feel like Court and I are going to somewhat drift apart. I don't want to- we've been best friends for almost three years. But she's going to SVSU and running cross there, she's going to be living with three girls. . they're bound to grow close. I mean, I haven't seen Court since Sunday due to cc camp, and I miss her a lot, and I just don't want this year to go like this. I'm acting like we're a damn couple or something.
And I'm also acting too emo. I should protect this entry. But probably not
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: me
x. Saw you cry: court and al..because of my sore neck
x. Made you cry: person? hm. i'm pretty sure bryan
x. You shared a drink with: no idea.
x. You went to the movies with: court al and ben...harry potter
x. You went to the mall with: jillian, emily, jen, andy
x. Yelled at you: my mom
x. Sent you an email: sara
x. You kissed: bryan.
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: probably when i was 14 and thought i meant it or something
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: no, i love my cat
x. Been to California: No
x. Been to Hawaii: No
x. Been to Mexico: No
x. Been to China: No
x. Been to Canada: nooo
x. Danced naked: if in the shower counts. i have a problem with not being able to shower unless i have a cd going. overshare?
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: not that i recall
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: not especially
x. Had an imaginary friend: nope
x. Do you have a crush on someone: who doesn't
x. What book are you reading now: i'm not. i haven't made it to the library yet
x. Worst feeling in the world: not being able to trust someone anymore
x. Future son's name: i don't know. holden? conrad? (i always find the names in books most interesting)
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope
x. What's under your bed: absolutely nothing
x. Favorite sport to watch: gymnastics
x. Siblings:a janell, a sara, and a craig.
x. Location: Michigan
x. College plans: community...transfer...maybe be a vet
x. Piercings/tattoos: ears. that is all
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: nope
x. Do you drink: sometimes
x. Who is your best friend: Courtney, Jillian, Brianna, Alison, Kait, Jen, Ben at times
x. What are you most scared of: death. how very cliche
x. What clothes do you sleep in: underwear and whichever random shirt i find
x. Where do you want to get married: somewhere...matromonial
x. Who do you really hate: i don't really hate anyone
x. Been in Love: noooo
x. Do you drive: yes
x. Do you have a job: unfortunately
x. Do you like being around people: of course
x. Are you for world peace: i think it's unacheivable
STUFF
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: probably
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: must you even ask
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really..but kind of..
x. Want someone you don't have right now: its a possibility
x. Are you lonely right now: this instant? yeah. i miss everyone
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: cute without the e ..and ..the future freaks me out
x. Do you want to get married: yeah, i dont think i could stand not to
x. Do you want kids: yeah
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: anything but the kitchen. because we never have good food
x. Type(s) of music: emo, and rockish
x. Band(s): weezer, ok go, nfg, tbs, maroon 5, etc etc
x. Color: orange
x. Perfume or cologne?: i dont use either
x. Month: july.
x. Stone: the pink one on the ring im wearing
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: yeah..more than one slurpee...a cd, some food at one point
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: yes. im always listening to/singing with music
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: nah
x. Met someone new: no
x. Missed someone: a few people actually
x. Hugged someone: yeah
x. Kissed someone: no. rub it in why dont you