hey guys
on this very uneventfull friday the 13th evening, still waiting for the big bang. well not really but it sounded good. very un decided about what kind of feeling i am having at the moment as i am very tied yet i do not wish to sleep, i'm very sad yet happy as well, i feel lost yet i think i know what i want to do with my life, yet that is never clear to any one. i need more friends on here but i'm not 100% sure how to let people know about me, i feel so alone in this world, i no longer have my familys support and well i'm basically on my own at 17 with nothing but $400 a week to support myself with. anyway enough bithching i'm trying to be happyer and this isn't going to help. i got a new ph on thursday night it is so cool, its got mp3, video, camera ect. and it is red and silver and yeah i like it thats all. i felt so let down, i left shool right and it is like i don't exist anymore cause prue having a party and no one even called to tell me and she didnt even think of me, and here is me sitting there saying that i would invite them all round for a party when i moved out and got a good place well fuck them now hey i'm pissed, i'll stick with my new friends. any way back do downloading music onto my phone. and sleep oh and justin mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........................