May 23, 2005 23:32
everyone's gone.
summer is strangely shaping up to be very liberating. i spend almost all of my free time listening to shared music on itunes and walking through berea. oh, and taking naps. and making coffee. it's not so bad, really.
people i miss: shly, jacqueline, kaber & mk, alicia, baillis [she's almost home- yay!], grandlittle, tyler.. sigh, pretty much everyone.
anyway. sometimes i get in these moods. sometimes i rant. and unfortunately tonight is one of those nights. sometimes i can't bear to censor myself nearly enough when i post things. case in point: my last entry. i can't help being worried, i can't help being harsh. two awful characteristics i've picked up from my parents. [the mother and father, respectively]... sometimes i can't help but be don's daughter and just LOSE IT. i mean, how can people be so ignorant? YOU TELL ME, because i obviously don't know. and i hurt people. i do it all the time, especially the ones i care the most about. unfortunately.
i don't know. whatever. this is basically me saying "FUCK THE WORLD, I HAVE A LIVEJOURNAL SO I CAN SPEAK MY MIND." k thanks, i don't really care what you have to say, and if you really have something to say- please comment in my journal, don't leave me IM's where you copy and paste everything from one of my entries. hello, i wrote it. i obviously know what it says. and if you have a point to make, please make it. don't just expect me to read minds.
oof. in other news: i thoroughly enjoy spending everyday with kristina ann michaels and i thoroughly enjoy the movie "in america".... and i really need to clean my room.
it's been so long since i've talked to ian, i'm getting delirious. please call, best friend, please call.