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"you know who built this house
and you know who will tear it down
it broke the back of the trees in the forest
it brought the rats to there knees in the city"
when things change i get all muddled up. things change all the time, i wish there was some sort of sign that would pop up before it would happen... just so that i'd be ready for it. having a brain might help. being dumb and self absorbed brings me and others down.
i really can't beleive that i've waisted 6 months on this course. sunday night i used my poor brain and realised that i could of been studying what i wanted to. sabina (my korean lecturer from last year) let me pass the applied language course i was doing part time. i didn't even do the final exam. isny't that just crazy?
so, what do i do now? yes, i should be atleast trying to pass this semester but i hate it so much that i really dont care. i only care about what other people will think of me. failure = me looking like an idiot. i have this assignment sitting infront of me... and i'm tempted not to work on it any longer.
i'm going to the movies with duncan on thursday night. oh how i like him. we had 'the talk' on friday night and some of the things he said made me almost burst out in tears (happy happy ones)!! did you know that i'm not only beautiful on the inside? i don't think i've ever been so smitten.
and you know who will tear it down
it broke the back of the trees in the forest
it brought the rats to there knees in the city"
when things change i get all muddled up. things change all the time, i wish there was some sort of sign that would pop up before it would happen... just so that i'd be ready for it. having a brain might help. being dumb and self absorbed brings me and others down.
i really can't beleive that i've waisted 6 months on this course. sunday night i used my poor brain and realised that i could of been studying what i wanted to. sabina (my korean lecturer from last year) let me pass the applied language course i was doing part time. i didn't even do the final exam. isny't that just crazy?
so, what do i do now? yes, i should be atleast trying to pass this semester but i hate it so much that i really dont care. i only care about what other people will think of me. failure = me looking like an idiot. i have this assignment sitting infront of me... and i'm tempted not to work on it any longer.
i'm going to the movies with duncan on thursday night. oh how i like him. we had 'the talk' on friday night and some of the things he said made me almost burst out in tears (happy happy ones)!! did you know that i'm not only beautiful on the inside? i don't think i've ever been so smitten.