Sep 12, 2005 23:03
work, complain about work, sleep, work, complain about work, drink, pass out, work, drink AT work, complain, ask for day off..... *day off*, work, sleep, wonder what trail my friends are riding without me... party my fucking ass off at shambahla, get tracked down by ex-girlfriend, loose licence, complain about not having a licence, figure out that a 20 minute mountain bike ride down a trail you cant even stand on is a pretty kick ass commute, get sick, say nothing, work, sleep, get exhausted, get pestered by ex girlfriend, get hammered with boss, get ass kicked, watch sister get married and expirience the happiness that i once had... get tracked down by ex girlfriend, have personal doubts about the "hate" i have for said ex-girlfriend, work, sleep, work, sleep, get more sick, still say nothing, drink, sleep work, work work, work, work, work, sleep, seek doctor, realise that i'm not living forever.. for real. work, work, re-connect with old friends, remember old crushes.. get test results from doctor...
now that you are up to speed...
i really need to move out of this town.. i dont want to be where i am any more.. i'm feeling more and more claustrophobic every passing day.. it seems like everyone around me is missing the big picture. the world outside these walls.. sometimes my life is not what i wish it were. My summer whipped before me like i never thought it could. It feels like only 2 weeks ago i was falling for a girl named naked nikki.. that was TWO YEAR AGO.... wow.i need to start chapter 471... by the end of the month or i think i'm going to loose it. Caitlin seriously stop calling me. I can't take this any more.. A broken man can only take so much.
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