who knows the ways of love?
the following is an appology to anyone who enjoyed my entries, and was bummed that i havent updated in like 3 months
"sorry" now that thats out of the way...
My Life.
This has been my first chance to kill a half hour on the computer since i started working at SPL. These are good things tho... keeps my mind off shit like what i'm trapped inside right now. This infectous fucking disaster deadly woman. I saw her for the first time since december last night. All bad things. I played in my mind how it was gunna work out.. i was gunna be the bigger person, and just be passive and not really sawanything. Well.. the second she tapped me on my shoulder and said "hey"... i'm pretty sure i fucking died. Everything i knew i hated about what she did to me screamed to the surface. I mumbled out some bullshit about nothing.. just tried to crawl out of the situation. Didn't make eye contact. My pupils dialated and i turned white. I felt like i was going to throw up, so I went home. Anyone wanna buy my other duotone passes for tonight/sunday? I'm not going. I think the police want to take my licence away for speeding, and if they do.. i think i'm going to run away to vancouver with my longboard and my bike and my electrician tools, and 3 pairs of carharts.
"sorry" now that thats out of the way...
My Life.
This has been my first chance to kill a half hour on the computer since i started working at SPL. These are good things tho... keeps my mind off shit like what i'm trapped inside right now. This infectous fucking disaster deadly woman. I saw her for the first time since december last night. All bad things. I played in my mind how it was gunna work out.. i was gunna be the bigger person, and just be passive and not really sawanything. Well.. the second she tapped me on my shoulder and said "hey"... i'm pretty sure i fucking died. Everything i knew i hated about what she did to me screamed to the surface. I mumbled out some bullshit about nothing.. just tried to crawl out of the situation. Didn't make eye contact. My pupils dialated and i turned white. I felt like i was going to throw up, so I went home. Anyone wanna buy my other duotone passes for tonight/sunday? I'm not going. I think the police want to take my licence away for speeding, and if they do.. i think i'm going to run away to vancouver with my longboard and my bike and my electrician tools, and 3 pairs of carharts.