Insert mocking circus music here
So here I am again, at my own personal hell..or work. I was late this morning, I blame noone but myself, its my fault I stayed up till 3am, and I take full responsibilty for my....err...irresponsibilty? yeah. Anyway, while thats all bad enough, you know, the feeling of waking up from a dead sleep,looking at the clock and realizing you were supposed to be their 20 min prior, my boss is being a total fiend...as in ass fiend. I an not saying that I do not deserve to be reprimanded, I do, thats a managers job, to keep the sheep in line, I just think that some amount of respect, no matter how meager,or feigned, should figure into the equation. He promptly asked me where the F#*ck I was this morning when I called, it caught he off guard, and actually hurt my feelings. Normally my first reaction is to be pissed, its how I deal, it works for me, but I guess the combination of being sick, and not fully being awake can be atributed to my feeling of complete self-loathing at this point. I just feel down. I am so tired of this place, I have almost been here a year, and I feel like my soul has been sucked out. So its friday I hear, which is the only redeeming aspect of this otherwise less than stellar work day. I cant wait to go home, and see my beloved, I really am having one of those "well, at least HE loves me mornings". Go ahead, play the worlds smallest violin for a bleeding heart, I dont care.