I'm such a BAKA! *bashes head against a wall*

[_neko_mistress]

Ugh. I'm SOOOOOOOO SORRY CHRISSIE! *hugs* I'm so sorry that you were upset about what I said in Cactus's journal. I really did not mean for you to take it the wrong way! Seriously, I did not. -_- I only ment that it was a bit rude, but not wrong! Please don't hate me, or think that I hate you at all. I love you too much to ever hate or want to upset you! I'm really, really, REALLY SORRY! Please forgive me. =(

Shit. This all sucks. I can not make one side happy without upsetting another side. DAMMIT! This all SUCKS! >_<***
I don't want Cactus to be sad, so I tell him things to help him feel better.
I say these things and Chrissie gets upset. I can not fucking win anymore! I should just go out and SHOOT myself. I can't make anyone happy. Especially if the two people I am trying to help HATE EACH OTHER! (or something along those lines)

I'm really stupid. I am not a good friend at all. -_- *sigh* Please don't hate me Chrissie. I love you alot. I would never want to upset you at all. I swear! I just ment what I said as far as in general. I was stupid to mention your name at all! I'm so stupid. I should have kept my comments to myself. -_- I'm sorry.

this entry is for Chrissie. no comments please