get rhythm, when you get the blues
my nephew Lucas on a very important business call, I think he was calling elmo :)...he is so cute it's rediculous
and when I get back he probably won't even remember me....*sadders*
I saw a kid on a pogo stick today!!! He was really good too. That made me very happy.
Been thinking about what I previously posted and I guess I was just sad at the time because I think emotions are totally worth it. There are some amazing moments in my life that leave me profoundly happy in ways that I cant even convey....I dont think I would trade that level of consciousness and intellect for anything...its so complex it's beautiful. even though sometimes it is painful and confusing as hell.
words, words - now words truly are overrated, although there are those incredibly gifted writers and poets who have somehow grasped the key to understanding and can unlock the potential behind each word...expressing thoughts and ideas with unbelievable clarity and innovation. true artists. but in general, we poor novices havent the skill required to accurately express such infinite experiences- selling ourselves short by trying to find words for our thoughts, emotions, experiences...they are never adequate. No one can see through your eyes but you.
I often play out scenarios in my head and can imagine entire conversations or events....it's weird but i will follow these thoughts or ideas to infinity rather than living them or taking steps to bring them to life. its easy to imagine things as perfect while they are still trapped or held in your own mind...ah, the plight of the shy one. definitely something I need to work on
does anyone else find it funny that phonetic is spelled with a ph? silly english knnnnnniggits!
oooooh here's a good one for you bio folk...although you've probably already heard it, I tend to be behind the times...
'If I were an enzyme I would be DNA helicase so I could unzip your genes'
hahaha. oh, i'm such a nerd. I love that.
i'm currently reading house of leaves and so far finding it very creepy...very creepy indeed. but good creepy. i think. I have an overactive imagination sometimes so it might not be best for me to read a book like this...we shall see 0.o
wheeeee