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today was...random.
my highs are high and my lows are low. its so strange. it's like one minute i get really good news and the next i get really really bad news.
i should probably begin with saturday night, which btw my parents had no idea anyone existed there besides myself for the entire week. brennan i think i have your rum though. the bad news that went with saturday night was kt. man I feel like such an idiot. I hope to god everythings getting better with that. Another craptacular way to end that evening;a blood gushing hospital visit.
then today. great unproductive day. went and saw wedding crashers with nor, kelly, and eric. eric gives a whole new perspective on the brother. the night was splendid until i heard about mo's dad. granted we haven't talked since early senior year, the whole circumstance makes me feel so horrible. I wouldn't know what to do if my dad committed suicide. man what a crappy way to end the night.
trying to somehow keep my spirits up i think i might take my dads offer to go to michigan with my mom instead of staying home alone. why this is tempting is beyond me, maybe to hold onto precious moments in my life? god what am i turning into?
my highs are high and my lows are low. its so strange. it's like one minute i get really good news and the next i get really really bad news.
i should probably begin with saturday night, which btw my parents had no idea anyone existed there besides myself for the entire week. brennan i think i have your rum though. the bad news that went with saturday night was kt. man I feel like such an idiot. I hope to god everythings getting better with that. Another craptacular way to end that evening;a blood gushing hospital visit.
then today. great unproductive day. went and saw wedding crashers with nor, kelly, and eric. eric gives a whole new perspective on the brother. the night was splendid until i heard about mo's dad. granted we haven't talked since early senior year, the whole circumstance makes me feel so horrible. I wouldn't know what to do if my dad committed suicide. man what a crappy way to end the night.
trying to somehow keep my spirits up i think i might take my dads offer to go to michigan with my mom instead of staying home alone. why this is tempting is beyond me, maybe to hold onto precious moments in my life? god what am i turning into?