Hello LJ,
Haven't seen you in while...
I know, I know I'm supposed to pay more attention to my oold friend LJ. I swear I'll try harder to keep it up.
What brought me to post today was a recent crashing down of an anxiety I have had the freedom of not feeling for maybe about a month, not so coincidentally since 3rd year ended in early April.
I think part of it is that today is the first time I am alone in a long time. A big part of it is also the densely packed course and homework load of my summer school. Adding to this, the fact that my summer school schedule that I thought i had hammered in stone, which conveniently allowed me to go to most all cons I want to this summer, and would have allowed me to at least attempt to be hired for an internship at Frostbyte records, is actually very barely the schedule I thought I had.
I hate to say this so early in the game but I am fretting the next few weeks.
I just want hugs right now, and i miss birdface
Of course I'm going to try to keep my chin up and do my best, I am wishing for much luck, patience, clarity, and calmness.
I know, I know I'm supposed to pay more attention to my oold friend LJ. I swear I'll try harder to keep it up.
What brought me to post today was a recent crashing down of an anxiety I have had the freedom of not feeling for maybe about a month, not so coincidentally since 3rd year ended in early April.
I think part of it is that today is the first time I am alone in a long time. A big part of it is also the densely packed course and homework load of my summer school. Adding to this, the fact that my summer school schedule that I thought i had hammered in stone, which conveniently allowed me to go to most all cons I want to this summer, and would have allowed me to at least attempt to be hired for an internship at Frostbyte records, is actually very barely the schedule I thought I had.
I hate to say this so early in the game but I am fretting the next few weeks.
I just want hugs right now, and i miss birdface
Of course I'm going to try to keep my chin up and do my best, I am wishing for much luck, patience, clarity, and calmness.