seriosuly... what the fuck!?!?
i have NO IDEA why im so sad lately like i really dont know at all. i go out a lot and ive made amazing friends in NH and like im actually not minding living here but idn something feels like its missing. i keep thinking about my EX a lot, which isnt good - i dont miss HIM but i miss the feeling i had when i was with him, i really did love him, and i loved the feeling of knowing i cared about someone who cared back its a feeling im missing realllll bad right now all i wanna do is cry but i cant do itt it like wont come outt i keep thinking and thinking hoping i can just cry because maybe ill feel better but nooo. i just dont think im very mentally stable at the moment. ugh i dont know i just want someone to care about me =(
danielles 21st is on tuesday and i have the day off THANK GOD so im goin down to see her and shes having a hotel party and luckily i have the day after off too so i can stay out till wed. night, but i have to open on thursday which is gonna SUCK caz i plan to get REAL drunk on those days haha maybe getting drunk will help me cryyy or maybe even help me get my mind off of being sad.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont know =(
i saw charlie and the chocolate factory, and i must say although i LOVED it [omg johnny depp so sexy in it] it didnt do any justice to the original. i mean it was good but there was nothing wrong with the original for them to have to do it over again...it was a funny movie though johnny depp is an amazing actor and i love him with all my heart <33
but yea peace out im going to bed i have to close tomorrow =( i HATE the closing shift it makes me wanna go insane, but so does that whole place in general. *
danielles 21st is on tuesday and i have the day off THANK GOD so im goin down to see her and shes having a hotel party and luckily i have the day after off too so i can stay out till wed. night, but i have to open on thursday which is gonna SUCK caz i plan to get REAL drunk on those days haha maybe getting drunk will help me cryyy or maybe even help me get my mind off of being sad.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont know =(
i saw charlie and the chocolate factory, and i must say although i LOVED it [omg johnny depp so sexy in it] it didnt do any justice to the original. i mean it was good but there was nothing wrong with the original for them to have to do it over again...it was a funny movie though johnny depp is an amazing actor and i love him with all my heart <33
but yea peace out im going to bed i have to close tomorrow =( i HATE the closing shift it makes me wanna go insane, but so does that whole place in general. *