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[_natsumi_]

My father had me later in his life ,when he started his new life in America. I have sibling on my father side who still live in the old country ,but I never met them and to tell the truth I dont have a strong desire to do so. My mother had two children before I was born and I was raise with them ,so when someone ask me about my siblings I only say I have two because I usually forget about the other ones. I have no emotional connections to them and I sorta feel bad and told my mom ,but she understands I never met them and they are a lot older then me.

One of my sisters on my father side is visiting America for the first time and my dad just called me to to say they are coming over NOW and I'm dressed like a member from The Horrors- not my normal look for him.

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I started this entry last night but then they came and it went OK,like I said I don't know her and I am extremely shy