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[_nataliejane_]

I haven't been home much it was fun working then hanging out with friends. last night was prolly the worst night of my life. My brother found out he has testicular cancer which sucks more than anyone will ever know cause he got all this shit he has to deal with Psorisis Heart problems been dealing with weight issuses and now this. Him and his gf just bought a puppy together and he was soo excited saying he's a father of a dog that sounds like nuggle. haha he was really upset crying on the phone with us and it just really pissed my parents off cause he had a lump and got it checked and the one doc said it was a calcuim build up he doesn't drink milk or much shit with calcium but he didn't tell us anything right so neil got it checked for cancer and low and behold he has it. He's just really worried that he wont be able to have kids of his own. it just sucks cause my mom and I thought that by christmas him and risa would be engaged. anyways I cried a lot last night but kate helped and cooked me dinner and we hung out and watched movies.
tonight back out with kate again cause I dont have to work tomorrow either!! then Friday is party at justin's the man whores his house is fun.

I got a cold and it needs to leave soon