NO MAN iS WORTH THE AGGRAVATiON!!!!!!!!!!!!
So since i never post pix up on my livejournal i figured this would be a good one. =) its my favorite picture from the ones i took in gville. gosh what a fun night that was! :] but yea.
Yesterday: wow. um. HAPPY BiRTHDAY ASHLEY!!! school was.. school. after i went home and did my hair and alexis came to pick me up. we went to mac.grill with heather ashley carlos and mike for ashleys birthday =) woo! yummy food. the boys paid. what gentlemen i tell you. alexis took me home. got home like at 10. then fell asleep.
Today: chapel lasted all day lmao no classes. it was verry touching! =X i went to FiU. boring bro i swear that lady is soo annoying. stayed there till flippin 5 till alexis could pick me up bc i didnt have a ride. i walked to wendys for him to get me. shesh. but yea i talked to Jp the whole time until alexis got there. nice guy. :)
Alexis n carlos finally picked me up. brought me home. stayed at my house for a little. and 2morow i have this make it or break it singing thing for my voice. wish me luck? just a lil? lol
Oh so u guys wanna check out what i wrote?
i call it "die alone"
SOMETiMES SAYiNG YOU LET GO iS A LOT EASiER THAN ACUALLY LETTiNG GO. THERE COMES A TiME iN YOUR LiFE WHEN U REALiZE THE iMPORTANT THiNGS TO YOU & THE THiNGS THAT AREN'T SO iMPORTANT. YOU FALL iN LOVE & SOMETiMES YOU CANT FALL OUT OF iT... YOU GET HURT & YOU JUST WANT TO BREAK DOWN & CRY. THERES NOTHiNG HARDER iN LiFE THAN TO LOVE SOMEONE THAT LOVES SOMEONE ELSE. iTS LiKE GOD iS PUNiSHiNG YOU FOR SOMETHiNG YOU HAVEN'T DONE. iTS WHEN YOU KNOW YOU 2 SHOULD BE TOGETHER BUT THE ONE HE WANTS TO BE WiTH iSNT YOU. iTS THE HARDEST THiNG iN THE WORLD TO COMPREHEND & TO THiS DAY i STiLL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY STUFF LiKE THiS HAPPENS. PEOPLE SAY THEY UNDERSTAND YOU BUT THEY REALLY DON'T. YOU ARE ALONE iN THiS WORLD. YOU WERE BORN ALONE & YOU WiLL DiE ALONE. AT LEAST i THiNK i WiLL.
Yes, i did write it and i ment it. sorry ive just been thinkin about a lot of stuff latley and talkin to alexis about things and hes given me some advice. gotta love that kid. ok well anyways im going to go take a shower. <33