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Every time that I hear the birds in the street
As they echo and sing and they chirp and they tweet
I can see you
I undo and erase and distract and forget
But I still have your key
and it burns through my pocket
And those springs
And back alleys
And coffee
And the plans we had together
I never want you to have with anyone else
Although I want you to be happy
But I cry every time I know its not me
And there’s so many buts
And so many times we have tried
And every time it’s a bitter fail
And I hate you the most
But I love you twice that
And I know I wasn’t honest
And I was fake
And I was using you -
I thought or so i thought
But I never felt so safe
With anyone
You cradled my heart in your hands
In your heart
In your arms
You made me forget
Of all that is not you
And I still feel you
And you wipe all my tears
And lift me to life
And maybe getting used
to having someone by your side
is not good…
And I know you were angry
Frustrated and hurt
Way too many times
Just like me
And I wanted to run and hide
But you were honest
Too honest sometimes
That it hurt but it matters
And I wish to have this pain more
Than to know you don’t care
And its time to stop
The helpless endless half-rhymes
But I want you to know
I still love you