what a great fucking week.....

[_n_e_k_o_]

ok. to start off my week...the 4th of july party at dokes, paco broke up with me...which i sadly, never saw coming...he 'still wants to be friends' and i think im ok with that...just will take some time for me to not kiss and hug him like that...

we moved a new roommate in...Will...he works at pathmark..and so far hes holding his own...

new roommate bought alcohol and got me a whole BIG bottle of parrot bay for myself as a b-day present (which is the 10th)..........got drunk...and stuff.....(<-- ally knows)

brought home two adorable gray female kittens i found in the paper...one for ally (reagan) and one for me (dev-lin)........ i love cats.

and today....not 10 minutes ago...my mother called me with some 'bad' news.... my grandfather died today....and im not sure how to take it in...im upset and crying yes, but i think its for the best, hes not struggling day to day, hes not in pain anymore.....it was him time to go....but im still upset about it, i didnt think it would happen so soon...and its scary too....death is so scary to me...

and my birthday is on sunday....which isnt that exciting any more...

so here we are....2 weaknesses of mine in one journal.... great...

i need to go now...
NEko.