Dec 20, 2004 17:35
I was told something today which gives me a slight glimmer of hope, but I still cant have what I truly want unless I’m willing to do things that go completely against anything I think is right. I really hate how some situations are tailor made to be the exact worst they could possibly be.
Oh and by the way, I HAVE decided to take the trip. There will be things that will make me feel extremely uneasy to say the least, but I realise a choice made out of fear or despair is probably not the right one. So thanks to the people reading this who helped me come to my decision.