Things I wanted to put into words..

[_myxnightxout]

I haven't updated in awhile so I think it's time that I should.

Well lately I've been having a few problems
1 being guy problems. I don't know anymore, I should just give up. So Chris, the guy that I'm kinda sorta dating but not really(confusing.) asked me to be his boyfriend so we were. The next night he tells me that he wants to be in an open

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[porkchopnoodles]

to move forward; be the ball!
that's from disturbing behaviors.
good movie. man i need to watch it again.
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"tickle my erogenous spots " - loll. that made me laugh.
it's just funny.

but yeah, umm your situation is confusing.
it is clear what you should do though.
because obviously you want more than that.

i was going to do the whole "Swinger" (not married) type of thing but ummm , i dont think i can deal with not having feelings. it's not who i am , and same for you.

and i can't believe you feel that the breakup is your fault.
i mean do the truth have to run around you in circles and hit you in the face??? dude it ain't your fault.

oh and i dreamt you met this guy, this hot guy and they were all whores, but this guy you liked, and we were in this porn shop and the guys were waiting around trying to get work. and then this midget wanted to do your guy - think his name's bill or something. i dunno, but yeah, then i was like "Runnn!" lol. the midget came out and grabbed the guy and tried to pull him into his car, and i was scared so i ran lol. but yeah, dont date a male prostitute. he was a nice person tho @_@ til the midget ruined it.

glad you had fun.
and yeah. be the ball!