Goodbye 2005..
There is only an hour left of you,
so I have promised myself to write to you.
To give you my blessings and to acknowledge all the wonderful things that has happened this past year.
2005 has brought so many new experiences for me in my life.
So many doors have been opened, and many doors I've gone through I've only came out stronger.
However there were moments where events have let me down and I've felt that I almost couldn't survive any longer.
The beginning of my career has really pushed forward. From getting accepted to a prestigious culinary arts school to getting my first real kitchen job. I've learned so much since the beginning of this year, and it felt like time have really gone by so quickly. I just hope that this road that I'm on takes me to where I want to be in my future.. where I see myself doing what I do best; making people feel loved.
So how about those times where my love life have been on such a rollercoaster. In the beginning, I fell out of my first relationship and it was strange because I didn't know what I wanted or knew what I had until I lost it. Then feelings were misconstrued between what love and lust meant to me.. until I had met someone special during late summer. It was the time where everything in my life felt right. Finally, I was content and understood what love is.. and to go beyond my own expectations. However, again, I had fell out of the best relationship I had ever had in 3months. We are still some what good friends.
Also, I have done some travelling.
I had the amazing chance to take a trip to Chicago,
which was quite an experience because I went without my parents.
For once, I felt almost so free .. the feelings of "I can do anything if I really wanted to, I control my life".. and I got to spend it with Awry!
I love her so much, I'm so glad we are as tight as we are.. no matter how much family troubles are between us.
And now, minutes away from your passing 2005.. I am spending it home alone and I feel alone. However I guess this is good because I need some one on one time with myself. Even though yeah I am bummed out because I had many opportunities to go out and celebrate with the rest of the world.. to enjoy all the wonderful dancing, and drinking and partying and maybe to finally get my first kiss when the giant ball drops at midnight.. but you know what actually.. I've got the rest of 2006 to celebrate!
So with big warm hugs and lots of smiles, I welcome you 2006!
Let's make it the best year yet!
Loves,
Daniel.
so I have promised myself to write to you.
To give you my blessings and to acknowledge all the wonderful things that has happened this past year.
2005 has brought so many new experiences for me in my life.
So many doors have been opened, and many doors I've gone through I've only came out stronger.
However there were moments where events have let me down and I've felt that I almost couldn't survive any longer.
The beginning of my career has really pushed forward. From getting accepted to a prestigious culinary arts school to getting my first real kitchen job. I've learned so much since the beginning of this year, and it felt like time have really gone by so quickly. I just hope that this road that I'm on takes me to where I want to be in my future.. where I see myself doing what I do best; making people feel loved.
So how about those times where my love life have been on such a rollercoaster. In the beginning, I fell out of my first relationship and it was strange because I didn't know what I wanted or knew what I had until I lost it. Then feelings were misconstrued between what love and lust meant to me.. until I had met someone special during late summer. It was the time where everything in my life felt right. Finally, I was content and understood what love is.. and to go beyond my own expectations. However, again, I had fell out of the best relationship I had ever had in 3months. We are still some what good friends.
Also, I have done some travelling.
I had the amazing chance to take a trip to Chicago,
which was quite an experience because I went without my parents.
For once, I felt almost so free .. the feelings of "I can do anything if I really wanted to, I control my life".. and I got to spend it with Awry!
I love her so much, I'm so glad we are as tight as we are.. no matter how much family troubles are between us.
And now, minutes away from your passing 2005.. I am spending it home alone and I feel alone. However I guess this is good because I need some one on one time with myself. Even though yeah I am bummed out because I had many opportunities to go out and celebrate with the rest of the world.. to enjoy all the wonderful dancing, and drinking and partying and maybe to finally get my first kiss when the giant ball drops at midnight.. but you know what actually.. I've got the rest of 2006 to celebrate!
So with big warm hugs and lots of smiles, I welcome you 2006!
Let's make it the best year yet!
Loves,
Daniel.