something thats really been pissin me off!
Na slackers!
So, this is a page where I will bitch and complain….if you don’t wanna read some “bad words” then I recommend that u just stop here and leave…ok..i gave you a fare warning….
HA! TO THINK I CALLED SOME OF YOU FRIENDS!……I don’t get it….most of my friends have turned into losers and I fucking hate it…do you not know how depressing it is to hear that several of my friends are doing drugs again…that’s if they even stopped after the first time…hell, I bet half of you were lying about that….then, when something bad happens, who do you come and tell your fuckin sob story to?….me…. it sucks! Im in germany and I cant do a damn thing about it! So, STOP! I wanna help, but I cant…not when im several thousand miles away….jeeezzzzzz……
You all say that you wanna do something with your life and be remembered as something great…well, don’t you think you need to lay off the drugs, get your education and then get the fuck out of washington county….the town is nothing but a hole to rot in….if you think im playin, just take a look around…do you see anyone who has succeeded? I think not…not in our generation….do you know what the name of our generation is…..slackers! isnt that nice…why do you think they call us that….get a grip…this is your life…and if you wanna waste it then go ahead..but its sad…really sad…it hurts to see my friends falling apart infront of me and I can’t do anything about it…..
When I reach the end of my stay here in germany, I have to come back to that shit hole of a town…I have to live with you guys…I have to go to that crappy place they call a school…I have to watch my friends fall apart….wonderful….i cant wait…I don’t understand!
When I left sandersville, I was sooo sad…I would be leaving my friends and family…now, I don’t wanna come back and look into the face of that one person who betrayed his whole family…you asshole….how can you do such a thing…do you not see all the pain that you are causing the people that love you to have….self centered….narrow minded…..dead hearted….
Think of the first time this happened…think of your mother sitting up everynight crying and worrying about you…what about your father, he has put up with your shit long enough…and look at ya now…being a broke bum…..why do I have to love you so much… is it because we go way back...maybe…kid…(and yes, I will call you a KID because no man would pull the shit you are)…im more mature than you will ever be…im younger than you…..i suggest you get a grip and soon…I love you and I don’t understand whats going on…but u best believe that if I was there, I would get a golf club after you just like I did todd…you wouldn’t be staying where u are now…I don’t see why u should…u say ur grown….sure…sure u are grown…gotta job? Pay your own bills? Buy ur own food? I believe not….i know you think Im saying this just to make you feel shitty and guilty….UR DAMN RIGHT I AM! I hope you do feel guilty….but please, do remember one thing…I love you. Your family loves you…. And here is one last thing I wanna say to you since you never wanna talk to me….MOVE YOUR ASS! DON’T WAIT FOR YOUR FRIENDS! DO YOUR OWN THING! Please….
I just don’t understand how someone can sit there and kill themselves..kill their future….i don’t understand…I wish I could understand….i know that when I come home, I will be something completely different from you all and im glad…I don’t wanna be like you guys…I wanna be free and live the way I want….
(Na ja, was kann ich sagen…gar nichts glaube ich… Ich habe angst für dich und das ist alles.)
Before I leave, I wanna say that this isnt directed to all of my friends…you really have to read between the lines to figure out who is who….and for those of you that stand behind me and my decisions,…thank you. I wanna wish you guys luck that need it…take care and ill catch ya laterz. I love you all…*tear* ….maybe one day it will be different….maybe.
So, this is a page where I will bitch and complain….if you don’t wanna read some “bad words” then I recommend that u just stop here and leave…ok..i gave you a fare warning….
HA! TO THINK I CALLED SOME OF YOU FRIENDS!……I don’t get it….most of my friends have turned into losers and I fucking hate it…do you not know how depressing it is to hear that several of my friends are doing drugs again…that’s if they even stopped after the first time…hell, I bet half of you were lying about that….then, when something bad happens, who do you come and tell your fuckin sob story to?….me…. it sucks! Im in germany and I cant do a damn thing about it! So, STOP! I wanna help, but I cant…not when im several thousand miles away….jeeezzzzzz……
You all say that you wanna do something with your life and be remembered as something great…well, don’t you think you need to lay off the drugs, get your education and then get the fuck out of washington county….the town is nothing but a hole to rot in….if you think im playin, just take a look around…do you see anyone who has succeeded? I think not…not in our generation….do you know what the name of our generation is…..slackers! isnt that nice…why do you think they call us that….get a grip…this is your life…and if you wanna waste it then go ahead..but its sad…really sad…it hurts to see my friends falling apart infront of me and I can’t do anything about it…..
When I reach the end of my stay here in germany, I have to come back to that shit hole of a town…I have to live with you guys…I have to go to that crappy place they call a school…I have to watch my friends fall apart….wonderful….i cant wait…I don’t understand!
When I left sandersville, I was sooo sad…I would be leaving my friends and family…now, I don’t wanna come back and look into the face of that one person who betrayed his whole family…you asshole….how can you do such a thing…do you not see all the pain that you are causing the people that love you to have….self centered….narrow minded…..dead hearted….
Think of the first time this happened…think of your mother sitting up everynight crying and worrying about you…what about your father, he has put up with your shit long enough…and look at ya now…being a broke bum…..why do I have to love you so much… is it because we go way back...maybe…kid…(and yes, I will call you a KID because no man would pull the shit you are)…im more mature than you will ever be…im younger than you…..i suggest you get a grip and soon…I love you and I don’t understand whats going on…but u best believe that if I was there, I would get a golf club after you just like I did todd…you wouldn’t be staying where u are now…I don’t see why u should…u say ur grown….sure…sure u are grown…gotta job? Pay your own bills? Buy ur own food? I believe not….i know you think Im saying this just to make you feel shitty and guilty….UR DAMN RIGHT I AM! I hope you do feel guilty….but please, do remember one thing…I love you. Your family loves you…. And here is one last thing I wanna say to you since you never wanna talk to me….MOVE YOUR ASS! DON’T WAIT FOR YOUR FRIENDS! DO YOUR OWN THING! Please….
I just don’t understand how someone can sit there and kill themselves..kill their future….i don’t understand…I wish I could understand….i know that when I come home, I will be something completely different from you all and im glad…I don’t wanna be like you guys…I wanna be free and live the way I want….
(Na ja, was kann ich sagen…gar nichts glaube ich… Ich habe angst für dich und das ist alles.)
Before I leave, I wanna say that this isnt directed to all of my friends…you really have to read between the lines to figure out who is who….and for those of you that stand behind me and my decisions,…thank you. I wanna wish you guys luck that need it…take care and ill catch ya laterz. I love you all…*tear* ….maybe one day it will be different….maybe.