this sounds like...er....i don't know
i know that awhile ago i posted about not having dave in this journal anymore. i said that i was done with him. i don't want to be done with him though. gosh. i want to be with him. once again i've fallen. i thought that everything was going good until he calls me and leaves a message. he sounded soooo sad but when i called him back everything was okay. it always feels so right when i talk to him. everything is just...there. i can't explain this. i will never ever be able to understand why it is i would do anything for him. i can't understand why my knees still go weak and my heart still speeds up. fuck. i am always droning on about this, but i am just so confused with myself. I WANT TO BE WITH DAVE. but then again, 27 hours is a long ways away. but we could do it. i know we could. i cursed in this. my new years resolution was to stop cursing. GODDAMMIT!