take the pain out of love and then love won't exsist
alright so today. i wake up and i didn't feel like going to gym because i have it second period. and my arms are so soar and they make us do 10 laps and i knew i would never be able to accomplish that. but anyways i woke up at like 6:50 or something and asked my mom is she would drive me in late. and she said no. so then i went back in my bed and started to fall back to sleep and i missed my bus and my mom came in and said she would drive me in late but she was going to work so i just had to call her. so i set my alarm for like 9 but it must of went off and i turned it off with the intentions of getting up. except i don't really remember but i never got up till like 12 so i just stayed home from school. and then i tanned outside and it was so warm and it was so nice. and then Katie came over. and then she left. and then I drove to Matt and Shawanas to see the baby. and then i was thinking about my relationships with people, and it's weird. and i know i must have changed a lot or something. because i don't feel like i'm needed anymore or more like i'm being forgotten. and i'm not killing myself over it. i could go as far as saying i don't care. the only reason i'm sort of sad about it. is because i just don't care at all and i feel as though i should at least a little. and i'm not even jealous. which is the most suprising. except i'm not the one missing out. i have everything i need, Amanda is the best in my life. this summer....is going to be amazing. i'm gonna get my lisence and everything!