When our time is over.....
Every time I update on this thing I always delete it before anyone can even see my new post..so I decided this one I'll actually keep up.
Christmas is on its way...
and i feel like such a scrooge, im like the only person in the world that doesnt get all happy about Christmas.
I kinda just wish i could go out of town and just leave alot of pointless drama i make for myself here...and then maybe it can all be gone once the new year starts.
I am kinda excited about New Years..evern though i have NOO plans..its just fun to know the years over and you get to start all over fresh and clean....
But I need to find something to do...
I wanna go somewhere 'fancy'..and get all dressed up in a sparkly outfit and curl my hair..and wear lipstick and a new years eve hat.
And i want to count down to 2005 with people..and someone special..and have a news years kiss....
but I seriously doubt that would happen.
and that really blows because I think since like the summer I've kept a little plan to myself that I had for new years involving me and that 'someone else'..and now it cant even come true...
Oh well..you get what you get...so I shall not complain....