bittersweet....and sour
well..im going to try this journal thing again...
even though i know i wont be updating as much, and im really not sure if its even a good idea for me to have aone again...
life...well..life is..bittersweet...thats just one way to describe it.
Alot changed in the last 24 hours, and im still not sure if it was for the best or if it was just a bad idea...but its ok...
TIME HEALS ALL!!...(so hopefully it wont take that much time to heal this!!!)
i keep thinking about things i could of done to make everything better and make everything work out the way i would of wanted...but i cant think of all of that anymore..
i know what i did..i know how i messed up..i know what we went through..
so whats done is done......
im going to miss ALOT...but for now its best if we just keep our "distances"....
but of course i will always have that place in my heart for 'that one special person'
.....i dont want to give up....