baseball bat.
Today was a pretty good day. I for my phone taken away in History thanks to Brian but thankfully I got it back without having to get it sent to the office.
After school I came home and just hung out for a bit. My g-ma is sick so I helped out with some things. Ordered Dominoes, ate, called Dave, he came got me. And we talked about things and just hung out. It was really nice and probaly well needed. I cried because we talked about how lately i've been acting weird and I don't show affection or anything towards him. I got upset because I don't want him to think I don't love him or anything. Because I do. I usually go through this stage with most guys but I never feel like going through it all and I just break up with them. But this time, when I got frustrated with whatever was going on in my life, i kept going and stuck with him. Tonight I actually really realized how much I love and care for this boy. Despite me being overwhelmed with everything and pretty stressed out I think I can make this last a long time. I have a feeling it's probaly all the stress that comes from school and home and friends and time managing that makes me act so distant from him sometimes, because my mind is elsewhere thinking about what i'll be doing next.
I've decided it's time for me to loose the weight i've gained recently. Ew Gross.
Tonight I went into quick chek for an arizona and I saw Joanna and Sarah. IT was cool. i havent seen or talked to them in a while but i occasionally always run into them. Sometimes I miss the days where I was really close with them. But things changes and it's not like we're enemies or anything. just not as close..but what can you do ya know?
my new computer is being weird..it's annoying
After school I came home and just hung out for a bit. My g-ma is sick so I helped out with some things. Ordered Dominoes, ate, called Dave, he came got me. And we talked about things and just hung out. It was really nice and probaly well needed. I cried because we talked about how lately i've been acting weird and I don't show affection or anything towards him. I got upset because I don't want him to think I don't love him or anything. Because I do. I usually go through this stage with most guys but I never feel like going through it all and I just break up with them. But this time, when I got frustrated with whatever was going on in my life, i kept going and stuck with him. Tonight I actually really realized how much I love and care for this boy. Despite me being overwhelmed with everything and pretty stressed out I think I can make this last a long time. I have a feeling it's probaly all the stress that comes from school and home and friends and time managing that makes me act so distant from him sometimes, because my mind is elsewhere thinking about what i'll be doing next.
I've decided it's time for me to loose the weight i've gained recently. Ew Gross.
Tonight I went into quick chek for an arizona and I saw Joanna and Sarah. IT was cool. i havent seen or talked to them in a while but i occasionally always run into them. Sometimes I miss the days where I was really close with them. But things changes and it's not like we're enemies or anything. just not as close..but what can you do ya know?
my new computer is being weird..it's annoying