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every few months or so when i end up on here, i look at my friends page and all the journals that have been deleted and realize that there's a lot of people who made major contributions to my life and who i am as a person and whom i will never talk to ever again.
and i'm sure i could send a message and try to recreate a relationship, but if we fell out of touch before it was for a reason, and there's no patching that up for good.
i realize now that the people who are still in my life are the people who want to be in mine as much as they are the people whom i want to be in it.
i wonder if we'd even recognize each other.