Depressed...??
I feel...weird. Have you ever been sad for no apparent reason? That's how I feel. Actually, I don't even know if the feeling is sadness. It's strange. I think it's a lot of feelings rolled into one and it's bringing me down. I'm lonely, I'm bored, I never feel like I'm smart enough, pretty enough, funny enough, I wish I was more popular(very chessy, but ture)I want to be older, this fucking being 15 stage is just not working for me right now. I want to skip the next year and get on with my life. I want a boyfriend. Okay, not even a boyfriend. A boy that shows me the slightest bit of attention would do. I want my parents to stop being so anal about things. I always feel like I'm left out of things. I need to experience more, my life is boring. I just can't wait for this year to be over an I'll finally be 16 and do my own thing, finally. I guess everyone has some of these feelings sometimes, but for some reason they just hit me all at one time. Gosh.