i really should put my laundry away.
Okay, here's today's list of thing's I am grateful for:
1. had sushi for dinner
2. got/ate about a half-pound of chocolate-covered gummi bears
3. the weekend's here
4. i found out some super exciting news that i can't share yet, but i will eventually
I finally called my meds doctor to tell him that I've still been feeling crappy. I could have called him this past Monday, but sometimes the thought of having to talk to yet another doctor just makes me feel tired. Anyway, it all worked out for the best because he called me back a couple of hours later to tell me that he had a cancellation, so I got to see him tonight. The new plan, as long as my body doesn't hate me for it, is to lower the dose on the Wellbutrin, lower the Lexapro, and start Effexor. If the Effexor doesn't kill me with side effects then I'll continue to come down on the Lexapro until I am off of it. I'm coming down on the Wellbutrin because the doctor is thinking that maybe the dose is too high and if it was lower, then maybe I wouldn't be so jumpy and agitated. I know Cait wouldn't mind if I stopped bouncing my leg about a million times a minute.
So yeah, go med changes. I'm keeping my fingers crossed and praying to god that this helps, because nothing else is helping me as much as I would like it to. Yes, I know that med changes aren't going to be like magic and make everything go away, I'm just hoping for some relief so I can get out from under this cloud that's been shitting on me since mid-January. Here's to hoping.
1. had sushi for dinner
2. got/ate about a half-pound of chocolate-covered gummi bears
3. the weekend's here
4. i found out some super exciting news that i can't share yet, but i will eventually
I finally called my meds doctor to tell him that I've still been feeling crappy. I could have called him this past Monday, but sometimes the thought of having to talk to yet another doctor just makes me feel tired. Anyway, it all worked out for the best because he called me back a couple of hours later to tell me that he had a cancellation, so I got to see him tonight. The new plan, as long as my body doesn't hate me for it, is to lower the dose on the Wellbutrin, lower the Lexapro, and start Effexor. If the Effexor doesn't kill me with side effects then I'll continue to come down on the Lexapro until I am off of it. I'm coming down on the Wellbutrin because the doctor is thinking that maybe the dose is too high and if it was lower, then maybe I wouldn't be so jumpy and agitated. I know Cait wouldn't mind if I stopped bouncing my leg about a million times a minute.
So yeah, go med changes. I'm keeping my fingers crossed and praying to god that this helps, because nothing else is helping me as much as I would like it to. Yes, I know that med changes aren't going to be like magic and make everything go away, I'm just hoping for some relief so I can get out from under this cloud that's been shitting on me since mid-January. Here's to hoping.