Jun 01, 2005 22:11
i am the kind of person who wants to be successful. I dont want to be the best at everything, but i do want to be able to say i put the best effort into everything i do.
I am the kind of person who wont give up on things easily. I worry too much about basically everything. for some reason i am unable to let things go. I often find myself in situations where if i would just let go, i would be perfectly okay. But i cant let go. I cant just give up on what i believe in or what is important or essential to my very own existence. Sometimes the things i wont let go arent important, but i am blind to this because of my own determination and belief in what i see and what i feel.
I am the kind of person who loves seeing other good-hearted people be successful and happy withthemselves. I love being connected with people who respect themselves and have morals by which they live by no matter situation arises or what kind of life they live. I enjoy sacrificing my own personal benefits to make others happy or help them out in their dire time of need. I love making other people laugh, smile, or even fell appreciated everytime they say a word to me.
I am the kind of person hates to be disrespected or unjustly treated. i do not like people who act cocky or walk around thinking they are better than everyone else. Sure some people have split personalites, and sometimes i can handle that. But mostly i cannot stand people who are two-faced and do certain things just to impress others or feel as if it makes them "Cool" to be like everyone else.
I am the kind of person who wants to truely love someone. I want someone other than myself to feel the sense of overwhelming happiness and joy that comes with love and being there for someone else. I want this feeling for someone and i want it for myself. But you know what, i'm tired of looking. I have been doing it for a while now and it just hasnt really worked out for me. I need a new approach to this aspect of my life, and i believe i have found it.
so whatever you do, kids, just make sure you do it with all your fucking heart.
Topher