its finally quiet in my head.
my room is a disaster, and i've never slept better.
lately i've been contemplating a huge decision that will effect my last year in highschool, and which could also very much effect the rest of my life, if you want to look that far down the road.(i'm not so sure i do) and i've decided that im going to do it, and im not going to look back. and perhaps things won't go as planned, and perhaps i won't reach my goals, but if i don't try, then i won't succeed. but by trying im succeeding. and id rather live in loss then in regret. this could very well be one of the most profound decisions of my life, or the dumbest. it scares me to death how much the outcome will determine my outlook on this whole thing. but im walking on the wild side, against the wind, and outside of the box. and i pray to God that this will all be worth it in the end.
behold the power of influence.
lately i've been contemplating a huge decision that will effect my last year in highschool, and which could also very much effect the rest of my life, if you want to look that far down the road.(i'm not so sure i do) and i've decided that im going to do it, and im not going to look back. and perhaps things won't go as planned, and perhaps i won't reach my goals, but if i don't try, then i won't succeed. but by trying im succeeding. and id rather live in loss then in regret. this could very well be one of the most profound decisions of my life, or the dumbest. it scares me to death how much the outcome will determine my outlook on this whole thing. but im walking on the wild side, against the wind, and outside of the box. and i pray to God that this will all be worth it in the end.
behold the power of influence.