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[_my_eyes_only_]

I wish i could just be happy.
but there's just so much shit that i have to deal with.
it's wearing me out.
I'm exhausted.
but i have to do it.
and I'm trying my best to get it done.

i can't wait till February.
when i wont have so much shit to worry about.
i can go back to just be me.
carefree and fun.

I'm sorry i feel like shit.
but i feel like my life is going nowhere.
i need to go back to school.
and figure out what i want to do with myself and my life.
but don't worry, you are what i'm sure of.
i know that.

i just don't want a piss poor job anymore.
i don't want to be on probation anymore.
i want to be done with that.
and i cant fucking wait to get all my shit taken care of.
and stop worrying
and just move on with my life.

it'll be a great feeling.
and I'm so excited.

end of rant.

<3