Eventfull
Its starting again
Im falling into my winter hole.
hygene, is begining to lack
emotions are hitting the fan
codys, not helping,
dreams arnt helping,
Friends, theyre good,
brents, loveing me ...which is refreshing, to have a REAL big brother again and not just a friend I call my big brother.
theres drugs all around me every where I turn
everyone I see,
its driving me up the wall.
I hate it.
Life is changing so fast
but soon a lot of kids go back to school, we'll see what happens from there.
I deleted my myspace.
because myspace is fuckin rediculous.
I'm so very much in love with cody, and jason webley
but only jason webleys music
and only cody froma distance
because he hates me
I hate me too though.
Shelbys gone.
One more thing added to the list.
Not sure how I'll do with that one yet. I guess itll be like last year.
maybe easier, because I know I'll see her this time, and I hada hard time beleiveing that last time she left.
I have to give MYSELF shots now rather than getting them at the doctor.
I did that today
maybe I'll have a reaction and die.
Itd make codys life easier. and my chase would end
what the fuck ever
my brothers a real sweetie lately though
even thoush his friends are dickheads to me.
whateve Im so outa this peice.
Mcdonalds play house.
Mushrooms corey took pictures of.
Corey.
Corey telling a story.
I love both of these
I am spiderman.
I love both of these.
Thom.
Pictures Thom took.
My boyz
Me
Our town From my home away from home.
Jordan.Waldo.My Older Brother.
Love.
Im falling into my winter hole.
hygene, is begining to lack
emotions are hitting the fan
codys, not helping,
dreams arnt helping,
Friends, theyre good,
brents, loveing me ...which is refreshing, to have a REAL big brother again and not just a friend I call my big brother.
theres drugs all around me every where I turn
everyone I see,
its driving me up the wall.
I hate it.
Life is changing so fast
but soon a lot of kids go back to school, we'll see what happens from there.
I deleted my myspace.
because myspace is fuckin rediculous.
I'm so very much in love with cody, and jason webley
but only jason webleys music
and only cody froma distance
because he hates me
I hate me too though.
Shelbys gone.
One more thing added to the list.
Not sure how I'll do with that one yet. I guess itll be like last year.
maybe easier, because I know I'll see her this time, and I hada hard time beleiveing that last time she left.
I have to give MYSELF shots now rather than getting them at the doctor.
I did that today
maybe I'll have a reaction and die.
Itd make codys life easier. and my chase would end
what the fuck ever
my brothers a real sweetie lately though
even thoush his friends are dickheads to me.
whateve Im so outa this peice.
Mcdonalds play house.
Mushrooms corey took pictures of.
Corey.
Corey telling a story.
I love both of these
I am spiderman.
I love both of these.
Thom.
Pictures Thom took.
My boyz
Me
Our town From my home away from home.
Jordan.Waldo.My Older Brother.
Love.